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God's Person Revealed to Me in the FTTA, K.G.

I praise the Lord for His mercy and blessing in bringing me to the Full-time training in Anaheim (FTTA). For me there is no place on earth like the FTTA where God is little by little being revealed to me. I have grown to love the Lord much more than I ever had before. My God has become so dear and precious to me and I want to love Him more and more.

Before I came to the training, my relationship with the Lord, for the most part, was shallow, superficial, and revolved around my own convenience. My deeper times of fellowship with the Lord usually occurred when I was experiencing a particularly difficult situation. But here in the training, I am being brought deeper and deeper into a relationship with God through my daily contact with Him. My experiences of the Lord Jesus have become more real and intimate. The deeply personal times with the Lord now are not necessarily during difficult times. They sometimes occur daily in a very ordinary way. Morning by morning as I experience the Lord in my spirit and in the Word, I experience the fresh infusing of Himself into me. What a marvelous person He is! The Word has become sweeter and sweeter to my taste and I find myself hungering for my Lord's presence like never before.

The training has opened another dimension of fellowship with the Lord. The light I have received here in the Word and from the ministry of Witness Lee and Watchman Nee has drawn me more and more to the Lord. I must know more and more who my marvelous Lord is and I want to be with Him and allow Him to make me one who pleases His heart. As the days go by, I am learning what it is to walk with the Lord--being one with Him in my person and my living, that He may be expressed through me. On the one hand, the Lord's presence permeating my daily living is such a wonder to me, yet so normal, so ordinary--it's the way God had intended my living to be, a mutuality in everything. Hallelujah the God of the universe lives in me and loves me and I can live in Him and love Him back. Oh praise the Lord! The Triune God had mercy on me and loved me, pouring Himself out into me to be my life. Now He is unveiling Himself to me here in the training and this experience is more than words can express. He is my life and everything.

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